Today the boys and I visited some friends and played for a bit. Sadly, our visit was cut short because Walter was acting up and it was just best to leave. I wish I would've gotten more photos but I just got two selfies of little Hazel.
Walt likes to watch tv like this a lot.
Small group bible study is tonight so I'm making potato soup. Still has a bit to go.
On a more personal note...
Something happened recently that has gotten me stirred up. I was hurt, sad, angry and felt as if my little family was being left behind and looked over. Even right now I still feel this way. Travis was able to talk out this certain issue and has a new perspective and heart about it. I'm very thankful that he was able to work this out. As for me, I have a ways to go.
Sometimes awesome and new things will happen to people and it won't happen to you and you have to be okay with that. Even if it happens over and over again. God doesn't promise amazing things all the time (though he does do wonderful things when you don't even know he's doing it).
Some people will have a great support system and maybe your's won't be so reliable. Maybe God is calling you to be someone else's support system.
I'm fighting what God wants from me. I know I am. Please pray for me to give in to what he wants for me and my family and to stop holding onto these feelings. God doesn't want you to only do what feels good or makes you happy. Time to time you have to do the things you don't like and that make you feel bad for the greater good whatever that may be.
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Lord, please continue to look after my family and my husband. Please forgive me. Help my attitude and contentment. You will provide all that we need in a way that's the best. It won't be the way I want or in the time I want but it will be exactly what we need in the time we need it. Lord, I ask that you please send me an older woman who loves and lives for you that can be my mentor and can help me in this season of life. I may feel left behind but I know you will never leave us. I love you
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I'm not gonna lie. I wish I didn't have to give this scarf to my sister.
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